the world just seems a whole lot crappier when you grow up and realize how much everything sucks

i wish everyone would just leave me alone

I don’t wanna do this anymore

ok if you’re so perfect then why don’t you have a CAR

or a LICENSE or have friends who aren’t two years younger than you

ugh just move out already

i’m trying to like fight off a panic alttack irght now

i’m not okay.

i run from everything.

instead of facing my issues like before now, i run like a coward.

no one talks to me, but i don’t try to talk to them either.

i wish i knew what happened to me.

i’m honestly terrified of everything

maybe it’s the fact that i can never really hold onto anyone for over year, or the fact that no one wants me for any longer than that.

i wish i could tell whether i push people away or if i’m simply not good enough.

i need to lose weight.

i need to care.

i need to stop being so rude.

i need i need i need.

it’s bad when you can feel yourself slipping away again.